Assalaamualaykunna WaRahmatuallahi WaBarakatahu Bismillahir Rahmanir Rahim
Brother I remind you of this ayah which might soften your heart
You shall certainly be tried and tested in your wealth and propertied and in your personal selves, and you shall certainly hear much that will grieve you from those who received the Scripture before you(Jews and Chrisitians) and from those who ascribe partners to Allah; but if you persevere patiently, and become Al-Muttaqun(the pious) then verily, that will be a determing factor in all affairs and that is from the great matters which you must hold on with al your efforts.(Surah3:186)
Al-Hasan Al-Basree said:"Whoever Loves This Dunya And Is Pleased By It, Then He Should Know That The Love Of The Akhira Is Leaving Their Heart, Because The Two Cannot Coexist In One Heart...................................